[Allen was the most useful weapon. very unfortunate.]
Maybe. Before coming here, I've already lost control of my body to him a couple of times. The last time--it took me relying on a concept that I know... from how akuma are made... to get me back. Even then, my grip on myself was. Pretty shaky.
I've been wondering, this whole time, if they'd pull something like this.
[literally since Day 0 in this place, just that Fear.]
[They're still holding hands so Rin will try to tug Allen a little closer to the bars. He wants to press their foreheads together.]
It fucking sucks. Even if you don't have a lot of time left, I don't want you to spend that time getting caught up in murders and executions. You should be able to be happy.
[he doesn't resist the pull, but ah... "should" like "deserve" is a very complicated thing for Allen Walker. happiness is such a strange, elusive thing.]
If that's what you want, then I'd better get letters from you on the other side. None of this giving up talk, right?
Nah, I think I have all the bad luck this week. We barely had any time to build a fort together. It just felt wrong, to let you go on thinking that nobody like likes you.
The situation's upsetting, not what you're saying.
... I just don't really understand it.
[why would anyone...? was his thought then, and it's still his thought now, but that would take much too much time to deal with and Rin... doesn't have that time anymore, probably.]
[They really don't have time to figure it out. They can just 'be' for a little bit of time.]
You don't have to understand it now. I'm sure you'll get it someday, when you stop putting yourself down so much. You're really special, Allen. People are going to like you. You're not as unpopular as you think you are.
[It's hard to tell exactly when the switch happens. This isn't a fight, so the more demonic half of Rin's soul isn't making a grand entrance. Allen might notice a change in pupil shape though- from 'round with cat-like slits' to 'wavy and tri-tipped'- but otherwise the shift is a silent one.
Up until this Rin abruptly reaches out to grab the front of Allen's shirt to bring him closer to the bars and look at him. Studying him, like he's looking for an answer.]
[Allen, for his pat, merely lets his smile shift to something a less honest, more bitter. this is Rin, but at the same time, not the Rin he's known. so there's a bit more of a guard up, but--]
What is it? There's not much to look at, I'm afraid.
[It's hard to know exactly what a demon is thinking. Their thought process is so alien to humans. But something about what Allen says makes the demon grin in away that doesn't seem too dangerous, but still excessively sharp nonetheless.]
Sure. He's actually right for once, you're one of the most interesting people here. You can belong to us.
[He says that like Allen should be honored that he's one of Rin's favorites, like it's a privilege everyone should be vying for.
And he just. Yanks Allen forward and crushes their lips together in a kiss meant less for expressing feelings and more for claiming.]
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Date: 2021-10-24 03:16 am (UTC)Maybe. Before coming here, I've already lost control of my body to him a couple of times. The last time--it took me relying on a concept that I know... from how akuma are made... to get me back. Even then, my grip on myself was. Pretty shaky.
I've been wondering, this whole time, if they'd pull something like this.
[literally since Day 0 in this place, just that Fear.]
Kinda wish they'd had it done to me, instead.
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Date: 2021-10-24 03:25 am (UTC)[They're still holding hands so Rin will try to tug Allen a little closer to the bars. He wants to press their foreheads together.]
It fucking sucks. Even if you don't have a lot of time left, I don't want you to spend that time getting caught up in murders and executions. You should be able to be happy.
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Date: 2021-10-24 03:33 am (UTC)If that's what you want, then I'd better get letters from you on the other side. None of this giving up talk, right?
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Date: 2021-10-24 03:43 am (UTC)[His chest is fluttering a little when he says that. Weird. Maybe he's got indigestion.]
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Date: 2021-10-24 04:01 am (UTC)And you'd better give Mr. Tsurumaru some hugs from me--after you're done giving him hugs yourself.
[thoroughly believes cranesword grandpa wouldn't allow avoidance, anyway.]
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Date: 2021-10-24 04:22 am (UTC)[It's only been 48 hours and Rin misses him so much already.
He's not letting go of Allen's hand, by the way. His hand now.]
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Date: 2021-10-24 04:25 am (UTC)[grandpa was there when he had a couple of cry moments and he will Never Forget how well he managed it.]
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Date: 2021-10-24 04:35 am (UTC)[He pauses, then he glances away, looking a touch embarrassed.]
I'm really gonna miss spoiling you with food. And I think this week is the best I've slept in a long time.
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Date: 2021-10-24 04:38 am (UTC)[he has to tease to keep lighthearted right now.]
And if all else fails, if the Watchers can listen to your requests, just bully them a little about treating me nicely.
[Allen Walker: man with a conman-esque plan.]
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Date: 2021-10-24 04:44 am (UTC)[Allen is special! So he gets special treatment.]
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Date: 2021-10-24 04:49 am (UTC)... is that why you asked me that, before? During that game?
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Date: 2021-10-24 05:12 am (UTC)Oh.
[A pause.]
I guess? I was just mostly curious, I wasn't trying to be coy or anything there. I just wanted to see you get flustered because it's kinda cute.
[Hilariously unlocking the 'All Demons are Pansexual' demonic part of your soul makes you a little more accepting to these things.]
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Date: 2021-10-24 05:14 am (UTC)... you really have terrible timing.
Or maybe I just have the worst luck.
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Date: 2021-10-24 05:21 am (UTC)...though uh, if it upsets you, I can stop.
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Date: 2021-10-24 05:33 am (UTC)... I just don't really understand it.
[why would anyone...? was his thought then, and it's still his thought now, but that would take much too much time to deal with and Rin... doesn't have that time anymore, probably.]
But that's okay.
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Date: 2021-10-24 05:37 am (UTC)[They really don't have time to figure it out. They can just 'be' for a little bit of time.]
You don't have to understand it now. I'm sure you'll get it someday, when you stop putting yourself down so much. You're really special, Allen. People are going to like you. You're not as unpopular as you think you are.
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Date: 2021-10-24 05:48 am (UTC)... I hate that they don't show the numbers in the votes. Because I know it couldn't have been that much of a lead on you. People like you. Very much.
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Date: 2021-10-24 06:00 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-10-24 06:03 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-10-24 06:07 am (UTC)[Thumbs-up!
...the hand not holding Allen's is giving a thumbs-up. And the hand that is holding Allen's will shift to lace their fingers together.]
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Date: 2021-10-24 06:10 am (UTC)I should hope not. You already have enough on your plate without additional punishments.
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Date: 2021-10-24 02:34 pm (UTC)[Rin's words trail off there though, like he has something on his mind.]
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Date: 2021-10-24 02:37 pm (UTC)Up until this Rin abruptly reaches out to grab the front of Allen's shirt to bring him closer to the bars and look at him. Studying him, like he's looking for an answer.]
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Date: 2021-10-24 02:52 pm (UTC)What is it? There's not much to look at, I'm afraid.
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Date: 2021-10-24 04:11 pm (UTC)Sure. He's actually right for once, you're one of the most interesting people here. You can belong to us.
[He says that like Allen should be honored that he's one of Rin's favorites, like it's a privilege everyone should be vying for.
And he just. Yanks Allen forward and crushes their lips together in a kiss meant less for expressing feelings and more for claiming.]
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