[Rin is. Doing awfully honestly. He's going to be sticking to his room for now. But he's got the door open for visitors if they want to see him, because even if he's being reclusive tonight he doesn't actually want to be alone.
When he sees Mikazuki he'll sit up on his bed, but he winces and holds his head as he sits up. Hua Cheng got him good at trial.]
...hey.
[Rin's room description btw:
Rin's room is structured like a dorm room. He's got a neat cubby-bed with a roll-down screen which is currently a mess of pillow and blankets since he doesn't make his bed. The standing wood closet at the back of the room is mostly-empty right now, since Rin's dirty clothes are in a pile on the ground nearby, waiting for a chance for him to do laundry. On his plain desk is a stack of shoujo manga he got from the library, as well as a couple dirty plates and cups. There is also a blue bean bag chair on the floor, which looks like its normally a bed for a small wolverine given how much hair is on it but it's currently unoccupied.
The most notable feature, however, is that the room is just like a dorm room. Meaning there is a second set of everything, mirrored in setup to how Rin's side is set up. This side is completely lacking in anything personal though: no clothes, no bedding, nothing. In fact, it looks like it's been left largely untouched, with Rin keeping everything on his side of the room.]
Like shit. I tried to follow my heart, and my heart was right. But nobody listened so all I got out of it was that I lost my temper and pissed off a bunch of people.
... we might be able to talk upon it soon, but in truth, Rin Okumura...
My heart was not as immediately affected as any of you. I cared deeply for Rupert, and considered both Kaeya Alberich and Sheila my friends. But I am not the one suffering most from this day.
So if you have had more problems arise... know that it is alright, and I do not ever mind providing a listening ear. Looking after you all... it is how my own heart finds its salvation.
I hurt a lotta people today, and I wanna make things right. But I don't know where to start. Apologizing and saying 'I'll do better next time' doesn't feel like the right answer.
...I did apologize to Molly but that's the only person who it feels right to apologize to.
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Date: 2022-07-10 01:45 am (UTC)When he sees Mikazuki he'll sit up on his bed, but he winces and holds his head as he sits up. Hua Cheng got him good at trial.]
...hey.
[Rin's room description btw:
Rin's room is structured like a dorm room. He's got a neat cubby-bed with a roll-down screen which is currently a mess of pillow and blankets since he doesn't make his bed. The standing wood closet at the back of the room is mostly-empty right now, since Rin's dirty clothes are in a pile on the ground nearby, waiting for a chance for him to do laundry. On his plain desk is a stack of shoujo manga he got from the library, as well as a couple dirty plates and cups. There is also a blue bean bag chair on the floor, which looks like its normally a bed for a small wolverine given how much hair is on it but it's currently unoccupied.
The most notable feature, however, is that the room is just like a dorm room. Meaning there is a second set of everything, mirrored in setup to how Rin's side is set up. This side is completely lacking in anything personal though: no clothes, no bedding, nothing. In fact, it looks like it's been left largely untouched, with Rin keeping everything on his side of the room.]
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Date: 2022-07-10 02:55 am (UTC)mikazuki will focus upon rin though, approaching slowly]
Good evening. I am glad you were able to rouse without issue, at least.
[after being knocked the fuck out]
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Date: 2022-07-10 03:00 am (UTC)Yeah, I don't think he hit me that hard. Just enough to chase the other guy off and keep me outta trouble.
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Date: 2022-07-10 06:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-07-10 06:46 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-07-11 03:15 am (UTC)... would you like to discuss it?
Emotions were awfully high this trial.
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Date: 2022-07-11 03:35 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-07-11 03:37 am (UTC)... we might be able to talk upon it soon, but in truth, Rin Okumura...
My heart was not as immediately affected as any of you. I cared deeply for Rupert, and considered both Kaeya Alberich and Sheila my friends. But I am not the one suffering most from this day.
So if you have had more problems arise... know that it is alright, and I do not ever mind providing a listening ear. Looking after you all... it is how my own heart finds its salvation.
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Date: 2022-07-11 03:57 am (UTC)[He means it in a positive way, he looks up to jiji for that. If Rin lives a thousand years, he hopes he can be that wise too.]
I mean, I'm 16. I have a million problems.
[He's a typical teenager and he knows it.]
And it is nice to talk, you're really wise and give good advice for the tough stuff. I just don't wanna overburden you with my problems.
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Date: 2022-07-12 05:37 am (UTC)Speaking with you is never a burden.
Now come. Let us begin with the first of a million.
[say whatever you want, rin. grandpa's here to listen]
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Date: 2022-07-12 06:17 pm (UTC)I hurt a lotta people today, and I wanna make things right. But I don't know where to start. Apologizing and saying 'I'll do better next time' doesn't feel like the right answer.
...I did apologize to Molly but that's the only person who it feels right to apologize to.