Suite Dreams - Mikazuki

[aono]

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[aono]

[A cute room that's really sad once you know he's always shared a room with his twin brother, who isn't in this murdergame.]

Yeah, I don't think he hit me that hard. Just enough to chase the other guy off and keep me outta trouble.

[unsaid]

... and how are you feeling, now that your mind is again your own?

[aono]

Like shit. I tried to follow my heart, and my heart was right. But nobody listened so all I got out of it was that I lost my temper and pissed off a bunch of people.

[unsaid]

[he smiles faintly at that, tilting his head]

... would you like to discuss it?

Emotions were awfully high this trial.

[aono]

I dunno, I feel like I'm always offloading my problems onto you. I kinda want to listen to your problems for once.

[unsaid]

[ah.... his expression softens at that]

... we might be able to talk upon it soon, but in truth, Rin Okumura...

My heart was not as immediately affected as any of you. I cared deeply for Rupert, and considered both Kaeya Alberich and Sheila my friends. But I am not the one suffering most from this day.

So if you have had more problems arise... know that it is alright, and I do not ever mind providing a listening ear. Looking after you all... it is how my own heart finds its salvation.

[aono]

I guess it's a little different when you've lived as long as you have, huh? You can take tough stuff like this more easily.

[He means it in a positive way, he looks up to jiji for that. If Rin lives a thousand years, he hopes he can be that wise too.]

I mean, I'm 16. I have a million problems.

[He's a typical teenager and he knows it.]

And it is nice to talk, you're really wise and give good advice for the tough stuff. I just don't wanna overburden you with my problems.

[unsaid]

[he shakes his head at that, letting himself sit. he'll stay, then.]

Speaking with you is never a burden.

Now come. Let us begin with the first of a million.

[say whatever you want, rin. grandpa's here to listen]

[aono]

[Such a good grandpa.]

I hurt a lotta people today, and I wanna make things right. But I don't know where to start. Apologizing and saying 'I'll do better next time' doesn't feel like the right answer.

...I did apologize to Molly but that's the only person who it feels right to apologize to.