Yeah. You're the one I figured would understand what was going on with me. I get some protection from complete takeover by being born a half demon, but...
[He is grateful to Spike for understanding him, even if it means Spike lives this kind of shitty existence too.]
He's telling me I should boss you around, you know. That since we're a 'prince of Hell' that makes you my subordinate and that I should order you to break me outta here. I'm not gonna, but that's just the kinda person he is.
[He let's out a huff of a laugh there, like he's amused by the situation.]
He's even more short-sighted than me, if you can believe that.
Seems like you've probably got some good influences too. I never had anyone telling me not to swandive my way into evil.
[He snorts at that.]
He gets that we're a completely different clan of demon from entirely different worlds, yeah? [He just shakes his head. Ancient demons are always entitled weirdos, same goes for their direct demonic offspring.]
What can I say? Sometimes the man who fathered you is an asshole, but you luck out by getting adopted by the best Dad in the world.
[He's a bit mournful as he talks now. He really misses his dad at times like this.]
I don't know what he was thinking. A priest, raising the bastard son of Satan? But he must've had his reasons, yeah? Where everyone else saw a tool of destruction, he saw an angry kid who needed to learn to be gentle and kind.
...Love's full of those irrational contradictions, innit? In all it's forms, really.
The slayer... she has a sister who was forcibly inserted into her memories and life, who presented a danger to the whole world, including everyone she knew and loved. She technically only knew the girl for about a year, but she still would've sacrificed everything to protect her.
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Date: 2021-10-24 12:12 pm (UTC)[He is grateful to Spike for understanding him, even if it means Spike lives this kind of shitty existence too.]
He's telling me I should boss you around, you know. That since we're a 'prince of Hell' that makes you my subordinate and that I should order you to break me outta here. I'm not gonna, but that's just the kinda person he is.
[He let's out a huff of a laugh there, like he's amused by the situation.]
He's even more short-sighted than me, if you can believe that.
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Date: 2021-10-24 01:51 pm (UTC)[He snorts at that.]
He gets that we're a completely different clan of demon from entirely different worlds, yeah? [He just shakes his head. Ancient demons are always entitled weirdos, same goes for their direct demonic offspring.]
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Date: 2021-10-24 02:12 pm (UTC)[He's a bit mournful as he talks now. He really misses his dad at times like this.]
I don't know what he was thinking. A priest, raising the bastard son of Satan? But he must've had his reasons, yeah? Where everyone else saw a tool of destruction, he saw an angry kid who needed to learn to be gentle and kind.
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Date: 2021-10-27 10:33 am (UTC)...Love's full of those irrational contradictions, innit? In all it's forms, really.
The slayer... she has a sister who was forcibly inserted into her memories and life, who presented a danger to the whole world, including everyone she knew and loved. She technically only knew the girl for about a year, but she still would've sacrificed everything to protect her.
[And did.]
He must have loved you a lot, kid.
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Date: 2021-10-28 12:29 am (UTC)[He sighs. What a mess.]
Well, I suppose I'll have a chance to ask him now, if I end up wherever he went.