[... when you just want to be angry because you've got a lot of unfair hurt stashed away but there's actually no one to lash out at and the only person around right now is someone more like how you try to be.
so you bring a shaky human fist down against his shoulder because you're really trying to keep it together. it's not as hard or heavy a blow as it could be, actually pretty light, really.]
Don't. If you're not feeling like it, either. I don't want it.
[That fist doesn't hurt at all, nope. And Rin is instead going to reach up to try and move that fist so the hand is placed palm-flat against Rin's chest instead.]
You feel that?
[His heart is beating at a steady, though somewhat rapid, beat.]
That's what you do to me. I'm smiling because I want to, so don't ever doubt that. Just being around you makes it really easy to smile.
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Date: 2021-11-16 05:00 am (UTC)so you bring a shaky human fist down against his shoulder because you're really trying to keep it together. it's not as hard or heavy a blow as it could be, actually pretty light, really.]
Don't. If you're not feeling like it, either. I don't want it.
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Date: 2021-11-16 05:10 am (UTC)You feel that?
[His heart is beating at a steady, though somewhat rapid, beat.]
That's what you do to me. I'm smiling because I want to, so don't ever doubt that. Just being around you makes it really easy to smile.
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Date: 2021-11-16 05:14 am (UTC)which is to say, congratulations, Allen Walker is officially a crying mess. bonus, though: probably huggable now.]
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Date: 2021-11-16 05:19 am (UTC)Shhh, hey, it's okay.
[It's fine! This is totally fine! Rin will definitely hug Allen now, cradling the back of his head with his hand.]
I'm right here. It'll be okay.