['We', because all three of them fought hard for it. And it does get Rin to smile. What a great team they made. Melt reaction stronk.]
Hua Cheng told me to hold onto it until the most important moment, and that felt really important. We all really had to fight our best to make it out of there, I wasn't gonna hold back any longer.
[The words are comforting too. Rin has been so supported here, so many people have picking him up when the world kept knocking him down. There was never a chance for the demon in his heart to take root and fully assume control of their shared body.
'Why was I saved?' Rin had asked that once. And while he doesn't have the full answer yet, he feels closer to it than he's ever been.]
I think...all the enemies we've faced, they wanted me to feel like I was useless. Because if I'm mopey, then I can't fight, and that's what they wanted. To divide us and make us easy to beat. So I'm gonna keep my chin up, flip off the sky, and say "Fuck you, world!" Nobody's gonna drag me down like that!
[He'll absolutely have moments of weakness going forward, but he has the resolve to overcome them at least. He might talk about how he's a fuck-up and always gets things wrong, but he wants to be better, to do better. And that want is stronger than any of his fears.]
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Date: 2021-11-20 05:28 pm (UTC)['We', because all three of them fought hard for it. And it does get Rin to smile. What a great team they made. Melt reaction stronk.]
Hua Cheng told me to hold onto it until the most important moment, and that felt really important. We all really had to fight our best to make it out of there, I wasn't gonna hold back any longer.
[The words are comforting too. Rin has been so supported here, so many people have picking him up when the world kept knocking him down. There was never a chance for the demon in his heart to take root and fully assume control of their shared body.
'Why was I saved?' Rin had asked that once. And while he doesn't have the full answer yet, he feels closer to it than he's ever been.]
I think...all the enemies we've faced, they wanted me to feel like I was useless. Because if I'm mopey, then I can't fight, and that's what they wanted. To divide us and make us easy to beat. So I'm gonna keep my chin up, flip off the sky, and say "Fuck you, world!" Nobody's gonna drag me down like that!
[He'll absolutely have moments of weakness going forward, but he has the resolve to overcome them at least. He might talk about how he's a fuck-up and always gets things wrong, but he wants to be better, to do better. And that want is stronger than any of his fears.]