I don't actually know what happened between the two of them. Tsuru and I were talking about my sword, and then it broke in two, and then I was in darkness. Then me and the demon in my heart argued for a bit and fought over who got control of my body. He's really strong and he didn't give up at all, I had to beat him into the ground before I got control back. But by then...
Yeah, it was just fucked. [ ... ] I don't have a problem with you and I didn't after, cause you got voted for and had to pay some kinda price for what you did. That's more than Monika had to deal with, or even Susato until she got taken out. [ He knew about those too. ]
Some people would say that, yeah, but I personally think it's bullshit. It doesn't look to me like you've given up either, or you wouldn't have kept going for a-qing.
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Date: 2021-11-16 03:32 am (UTC)That's why you accused me at the trial, isn't it? You thought I killed him because of his role?
[He's not mad or sad about this, it's more of a revelation, like "ohhhhh, that's why he did that!"]
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Date: 2021-11-16 03:37 am (UTC)[ His and Tsuru's relationship is complicated but in the end, Akira is still ride or die. ]
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Date: 2021-11-16 03:53 am (UTC)But yeah, Rin understands it.]
I don't actually know what happened between the two of them. Tsuru and I were talking about my sword, and then it broke in two, and then I was in darkness. Then me and the demon in my heart argued for a bit and fought over who got control of my body. He's really strong and he didn't give up at all, I had to beat him into the ground before I got control back. But by then...
[He shakes his head.]
It was just...fire and death everywhere.
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Date: 2021-11-16 04:02 am (UTC)Yeah, it was just fucked. [ ... ] I don't have a problem with you and I didn't after, cause you got voted for and had to pay some kinda price for what you did. That's more than Monika had to deal with, or even Susato until she got taken out. [ He knew about those too. ]
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Date: 2021-11-16 04:07 am (UTC)[Just. Saying that now.]
Everyone I love dies because of me. If that's my punishment for being a fuckup, then I'd rather just die now and get it over with.
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Date: 2021-11-16 04:37 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-11-16 04:44 am (UTC)[He doesn't see the thoughts of "I wish I had died" and "But since I didn't I might as well keep being useful" as contradictory.]
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Date: 2021-11-16 05:17 am (UTC)[ Akira is a protag but a jaded one, but that's OK cause that's why people like Rin exist. ]
Either way, this is almost over.
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Date: 2021-11-16 05:39 am (UTC)Akira is right. It's almost over.]
Yeah. I'm ready to punch a god in the face for all of this.
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Date: 2021-11-16 06:18 pm (UTC)[ KILL AND DETHRONE GOD we are now SMT (no). ]
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Date: 2021-11-17 12:49 pm (UTC)Well, if you punch them enough they'll die right?
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Date: 2021-11-18 03:13 am (UTC)