[She looks. SO TIRED, RIN. And yes, the clapping is continuing every time she speaks in random patterns, because she does not know Morse code???? So mods ruled random wild clapping to approximate.]
Apparently I've not been forgiven for my sins yet.
[Is Rin expecting her to freeze, her expression breaking in disbelief? Because that's what happens. She won't answer for a moment, but Alisaie's never been able to hide her emotions that easily, so he'll be able to see the emotions that cross her face in quick succession: surprise, of course, but then grief and gratefulness and for a moment she looks as though she might actually cry before she's able to get a hold of herself, shaking her head.]
I don't. But thank you for offering.
I shall bear it.
[The same way she had to bear with her sight being messed up for a full month. This is annoying, but hopefully it shouldn't last as long as that did.]
[It's certainly not what he's expecting, and it actually makes him worried. Have people been THIS unkind to her that she has to fight to not cry at a gesture of kindness?]
Woah, hey, it's okay. But talk to me, yeah? What's going on?
[...which she already knows he's going to call out as a lie; she's seen him interacting with Yukio enough that she doesn't expect he'll let her get away with it. So she looks away, trying to figure out how she can explain without making a complete idiot of herself.
The fact that the clapping is continuing during all of this.........]
'Tis simply been a difficult week. I've been reminded that being open with one's thoughts is unseemly behavior, to say nothing of all that happened after Monday's meeting.
Edited (look sometimes you're checking your tabs and realize that oh wow wording bad) Date: 2021-11-21 07:37 am (UTC)
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Date: 2021-11-21 05:00 am (UTC)Apparently I've not been forgiven for my sins yet.
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Date: 2021-11-21 05:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-11-21 05:35 am (UTC)I don't. But thank you for offering.
I shall bear it.
[The same way she had to bear with her sight being messed up for a full month. This is annoying, but hopefully it shouldn't last as long as that did.]
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Date: 2021-11-21 05:44 am (UTC)Woah, hey, it's okay. But talk to me, yeah? What's going on?
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Date: 2021-11-21 06:19 am (UTC)It's nothing.
[...which she already knows he's going to call out as a lie; she's seen him interacting with Yukio enough that she doesn't expect he'll let her get away with it. So she looks away, trying to figure out how she can explain without making a complete idiot of herself.
The fact that the clapping is continuing during all of this.........]
'Tis simply been a difficult week. I've been reminded that being open with one's thoughts is unseemly behavior, to say nothing of all that happened after Monday's meeting.