For a while, yeah? I mean, I haven't exactly been doing that great for a while now. I'm kinda being held together by the fact that I need to be the strong one for other people right now.
[His self-loathing is less-strong than it was before, but it's still there.]
...but people keep telling me they care about me, so I'm doing better than I was. If I really was a monster they wouldn't care so much, I don't think.
... [Rin isn't supposed to be the one saying "I'm kinda being held together by the fact that I need to be the strong one for other people right now". That's Yukio's role.]
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Date: 2021-11-21 07:04 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-11-21 07:12 pm (UTC)[His self-loathing is less-strong than it was before, but it's still there.]
...but people keep telling me they care about me, so I'm doing better than I was. If I really was a monster they wouldn't care so much, I don't think.
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Date: 2021-11-25 03:36 pm (UTC)You're not a monster, nii-san.