[ he listens to this whole story, about loss of control, about finding a solution.
...it's a little different, but the meaning is still the same. the gesture of sharing is appreciated, and xie lian turns his head to look at him, expression soft and quietly fond, brows knit together. ]
... I see what you mean.
[ he's quiet, for a longer moment after that.
...
and then, eventually, reaches up to unwind the bandages. it's the only gesture he can do to match the kindness rin has given by sharing this with him.
the black shackle itself looks almost burnt into his skin; unlike rin's, it is not a physical object, but rather, a marking. a sign. ]
...I have not been entirely truthful with you, Rin. When I defied the Heavenly Emperor, by all technicality, I was punished by being banished from the Heavens - I lost my position as a martial god. This shackle seals off half of my spiritual energy.
[ not all of it; it is too strong to be taken down by only one. xie lian has always been exceptional. ]
It is only temporary; the Heavenly Emperor expects that I will be able to reascend. I have kept many of my powers, and believers still sustain my body as immortal.
...So less than a prevention, and... [ xie lian stops, for a moment, and then, turns his face away. his dark hair curtains over his shoulders as he does, hiding the mark once more. ] ...More so, a mark of shame.
[Rin listens, and he does so with an attentiveness he doesn't usually show. Xie Lian is important to him, after all. He deserves all the care and consideration Rin can give.
But as he listens, he starts to frown. How utterly unfair, for Xie Lian to lose so much for an ultimately good act. There is a lot of the story he is probably missing, he knows that, but his heart aches for Xie Lian. Especially when he hears that last bit.]
What absolute bullshit.
[He's mad at the Heavely Emporer, not Xie Lian. But his words are no less passionate.]
Shame? You're supposed to feel shame about that mark? Fuck that! There is nothing to be ashamed of here! You saw people suffering and said "no more, I have to do something".
You defied the gods and stood up for the unfortunate when nobody else would. That mark isn't one of shame, it's one of pride. It's proof that you're worthy of being a God, because anyone who wouldn't help those in need sure as hell isn't godlike.
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Date: 2021-11-08 04:28 pm (UTC)...it's a little different, but the meaning is still the same. the gesture of sharing is appreciated, and xie lian turns his head to look at him, expression soft and quietly fond, brows knit together. ]
... I see what you mean.
[ he's quiet, for a longer moment after that.
...
and then, eventually, reaches up to unwind the bandages. it's the only gesture he can do to match the kindness rin has given by sharing this with him.
the black shackle itself looks almost burnt into his skin; unlike rin's, it is not a physical object, but rather, a marking. a sign. ]
...I have not been entirely truthful with you, Rin. When I defied the Heavenly Emperor, by all technicality, I was punished by being banished from the Heavens - I lost my position as a martial god. This shackle seals off half of my spiritual energy.
[ not all of it; it is too strong to be taken down by only one. xie lian has always been exceptional. ]
It is only temporary; the Heavenly Emperor expects that I will be able to reascend. I have kept many of my powers, and believers still sustain my body as immortal.
...So less than a prevention, and... [ xie lian stops, for a moment, and then, turns his face away. his dark hair curtains over his shoulders as he does, hiding the mark once more. ] ...More so, a mark of shame.
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Date: 2021-11-08 05:35 pm (UTC)But as he listens, he starts to frown. How utterly unfair, for Xie Lian to lose so much for an ultimately good act. There is a lot of the story he is probably missing, he knows that, but his heart aches for Xie Lian. Especially when he hears that last bit.]
What absolute bullshit.
[He's mad at the Heavely Emporer, not Xie Lian. But his words are no less passionate.]
Shame? You're supposed to feel shame about that mark? Fuck that! There is nothing to be ashamed of here! You saw people suffering and said "no more, I have to do something".
You defied the gods and stood up for the unfortunate when nobody else would. That mark isn't one of shame, it's one of pride. It's proof that you're worthy of being a God, because anyone who wouldn't help those in need sure as hell isn't godlike.