[Rin is kind of glad that people keep forgetting that, but it's something that's always on his mind. It can't ever not be, that voice will always exist in the back of his mind, laughing at his failures.]
So I'm half-demon, yeah? Human mom, demon dad- though my actual Dad isn't that demon, Dad is the priest who adopted me and Yukio after we were born. Long story, not important right now.
[Someday Rin will realize that story is actually very important, but today is not that day.]
Anyway, because I'm half demon my heart is actually split in two. So I got a human heart and a demon heart. The 'me' that's always been out and about here is the human half of my heart, just so you know. You'll never meet the demon half, and you definitely don't want to anyway.
But that's what I meant by 'we'. It's...kinda complicated, since we're both the same person in the same body, but also kind of separate? But yeah. That's what's going on. No shadows, just weird half-demon shit.
Sometimes, but he never has anything good to say. He's just like me, but if I had no impulse control whatsoever. So he's always telling me to do stupid shit that'll get me in trouble.
[Remember C*ke ninja? Think that, but all the time, even with intrusive thoughts that Rin wouldn't follow up on normally.]
And he thinks he's the best at everything and wants me to fight anyone who's even slightly shitty to me. There's a reason I don't let him out like, ever.
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Date: 2022-06-27 01:33 am (UTC)[ and also he does not really want to get into his super murdered mom to a teenager ]
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Date: 2022-06-27 01:36 am (UTC)But Rin will accept that answer, and he sighs and lets his head drop a bit.]
Maybe I shouldn't think about it much either, and it won't get so heavy.
[He rubs at his face, like that will freshen him up somehow, and then he sits up again.]
But I promised to explain some stuff to you, didn't I? Guess I should do that now, since we're here.
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Date: 2022-06-27 01:48 am (UTC)[ he has admittedly with everything forgotten a little about rin saying he wanted to explain some things after trial. ]
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Date: 2022-06-27 01:55 am (UTC)So I'm half-demon, yeah? Human mom, demon dad- though my actual Dad isn't that demon, Dad is the priest who adopted me and Yukio after we were born. Long story, not important right now.
[Someday Rin will realize that story is actually very important, but today is not that day.]
Anyway, because I'm half demon my heart is actually split in two. So I got a human heart and a demon heart. The 'me' that's always been out and about here is the human half of my heart, just so you know. You'll never meet the demon half, and you definitely don't want to anyway.
But that's what I meant by 'we'. It's...kinda complicated, since we're both the same person in the same body, but also kind of separate? But yeah. That's what's going on. No shadows, just weird half-demon shit.
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Date: 2022-06-27 01:58 am (UTC)the rest of it is... a lot. rin you have so many bits of your soul just all over the place damn ]
So does he... talk to you, then?
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Date: 2022-06-27 02:06 am (UTC)[Remember C*ke ninja? Think that, but all the time, even with intrusive thoughts that Rin wouldn't follow up on normally.]
And he thinks he's the best at everything and wants me to fight anyone who's even slightly shitty to me. There's a reason I don't let him out like, ever.
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Date: 2022-06-27 02:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-06-27 02:48 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-06-27 03:30 am (UTC)[ rin is so all over the place. ]